Surviving to this six month milestone, has been monumental for me. These last six months have been scrapping through for another day: tomorrow, next year, in five years; never grasping that life could really be worth living for me again.
Here at six months the dawning of strength, acceptance, joy, and presence, has arrived. This feels fragile to even acknowledge, much more provoking to write this. Will this peace disappear as a cloud in the sky? I certainly pray not, as it’s been a few weeks now, and I do sense this acceptance has rooted deep within me. Living for today, in this moment, is bringing peace. The old Donna is here, with all her great qualities, embracing the new fragile Donna of today. Such comfort this reconciliation brings… Truly, this is an amazing feat after death.
Miraculous… yes, this is the only descriptor for this metamorphosis within me. And miraculous points to God. Our astounding God knows how to reach us humans, despite my doubt. God knows how to reach our beings with what is needed. This is proven to me, and I pray I hold this truth dearly.
Again, thank you God for the strength, acceptance, reconciliation, peace and even joy that are present within me.
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