February 1, 2024

Three years…

Today is another day…

Waking, I was remembering Randy in his last few days… little signs he was there, yet big signs he was gone.

Vomiting, groaning, his arm lifting his finger touching the port in his neck, blank eyes, a clotted brain, wrinkled forehead when speaking to him…

That day, three years ago, I decided he had suffered enough in that body…

That day, I said goodbye…

That day, he was carried out of his body, jumped into eternity, and oh the ecstasy of him jumping around…

Three years…

Today is another day…

Remember, feel the pain, cry, release the pain, walk into the day, continue to live, life…

Another day…

Love to you Randy, joy and peace be with you… this day

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