The more time passes from day to day, the more I accept that I’m lost.

When Randy was taken from earth, my being was left with a deep, agonizing loss.

Nine months have passed since that day, yet this loss continues to torment.

Begging for Randy’s return is not helping, but I so want him to return.

I am lost.

God, please reach me… protect me, Thou protector of widows.

Nepo:  … when someone we love dies, we who love them are drawn to the other side. In fact, grief is how we straddle for a time between life and death, a time that can’t be measured in hours or days, a time in which the deeper truths come in like a wind through the breaks in our heart.

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10 thoughts on “Begging…

  1. O Lord our Shepherd, guide Donna along the right paths toward healing; refresh her soul. Show this dear one the way through this dark valley of widowhood. Refresh her soul with your goodness and love. Amen.

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  2. Always thinking of you Donna. The shock takes time, the reality is the worst but I know you will get through this but it’s not easy and takes a lot of time. You have however got this my friend x

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