The last few days have brought me such loneliness… aching pain where I often just literally scream.
This loneliness isn’t relieved by family, friends, chats, hugs, or even my kitties.
A funeral for dear Lisa this morning was sobering… then lunch with a friend… then shopping, shopping, shopping because I just didn’t want to go home and be alone with all the memories.
Driving, I kept envisioning Jesus standing on the water calling me to him, as I walk on water through the storm. This vision is one that has drawn me in to God many times. New today, I saw Jesus face… smiling, beckoning… and heard him say I am your husband, I see you, I love you, You are precious, I will provide for your every need, I will never leave you or forsake you.
I just looked into his eyes…. Then I saw Randy standing behind Jesus… I found some comfort today.
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This imagery is beautiful
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Yes, from Matthew, and has really stuck with me over the years.
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Donna: the story on the back of Lisa’s celebration of life comforts me when I am in pain. He carries us when we can’t do it ourselves! Kh
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I saw that, and was touched as well. Yes, he must carry us because I certainly have no strength on my own to walk this path.
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