Anniversaries

December 16… Our hearts sunk; the beginning of the end.

Randy tested positive for Covid. With just a tickle in his throat and holiday plans approaching, he chose to test for Covid.

These next two months are full of heart-wrenching memories. I’ve vowed to not look back and relive the moments, but today those memories have chosen to haunt me.

Go away… I don’t want to remember… I don’t have the strength to live that time again…

So today, again, I focus on my God… standing in front of me saying, Look at me Donna, these waves of despair will sink you, so please keep your eyes on me. See my arms reaching out to you? See my countenance, shining strong and protective? See my face… love beckoning you?

Yes, today I will gaze upon my God, for He alone keeps me calm and buoys me through these stormy waves.

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