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Ugh…

My dear friend is now suffering and in her last days... I've returned home and that old, stabbing, overwhelming grief has returned... I have two cats that I can't leave for an extended period of time, yet I need to get out of this house... Can I do this? I want to do this! ThisContinue reading "Ugh…"

Giving up? April 27, 2026
Solace and Hope April 20, 2026
Do you hear him? April 5, 2026
sinking vs joy April 2, 2026
he knows how to reach us March 28, 2026
hope… January 21, 2026
Whispers December 15, 2025
Waking from Grief November 22, 2025
Paradigm Shift September 6, 2025
God Knows August 23, 2025
On Hold August 9, 2025
What-if’s May 8, 2025
Chosen April 20, 2025
Inspired… April 18, 2025
Hope… April 8, 2025
Rest March 15, 2025
It’s been a minute… or rather a month! March 8, 2025
’til death do us part February 1, 2025
Inauguration 2025 January 20, 2025
New Year, 2025 January 3, 2025
A Conquering Hero December 23, 2024
Winter Solstice 2024 December 22, 2024
This Thanksgiving… November 24, 2024
Newly Bereaved November 23, 2024
Arise Again, October 25, 2024
Flowing October 8, 2024
3:30am September 30, 2024
Randy… September 4, 2024
Hope Found September 4, 2024
Surviving September 1, 2024
July Respite July 28, 2024
Knowing… July 25, 2024
Covid, again… July 18, 2024
With Me Always June 28, 2024
Just This Is Enough June 21, 2024
Walking on Water June 19, 2024
Good Morning! June 15, 2024
Today May 26, 2024
Dear Spirit May 23, 2024
Traditions May 12, 2024
Believe… May 6, 2024
Adventure May 3, 2024
Loneliness April 27, 2024
Goliaths April 25, 2024
In the depths… April 22, 2024
Lord’s Prayer … my cry April 14, 2024
I AM HERE! April 10, 2024
Hope Springs April 8, 2024
The Path of Love April 4, 2024
He Is Risen March 31, 2024
good friday… …easter sunday March 30, 2024
Unexpected Bursts March 29, 2024
Our Father… March 26, 2024
Gray Skies March 24, 2024
Family March 21, 2024
Sunset, Sunrise March 18, 2024
Home February 25, 2024
Hope February 15, 2024
Valentines February 14, 2024
Fear February 6, 2024
February 1, 2024 February 1, 2024
Children January 25, 2024
Tears January 24, 2024
January 10 January 10, 2024
2024 January 8, 2024
The River of Life January 2, 2024
Rescue December 30, 2023
Looking back at Christmas 2023 December 28, 2023
This Third Christmas December 12, 2023
The Rising Sun November 27, 2023
Survivor… Widow… November 12, 2023
Why… October 24, 2023
Where is he… October 23, 2023
Our Lady October 1, 2023
Numb September 27, 2023
Promises September 14, 2023
withering… September 10, 2023
The Broken Stalk September 9, 2023
follow the smile… September 2, 2023
Understanding August 28, 2023
Miraculous August 15, 2023
Wow… August 13, 2023
Where’s God? August 12, 2023
30 Months August 5, 2023
Let… August 2, 2023
Prayer July 26, 2023
this path? July 22, 2023
God Speaks… July 17, 2023
Energy June 21, 2023
NOW… i understand June 10, 2023
How? June 3, 2023
Panic June 2, 2023
Ready… May 13, 2023
Remember! April 22, 2023
Siren’s Call March 16, 2023
Love… February 20, 2023
Valentines Day February 14, 2023
…a life too empty to endure February 13, 2023
Two Years February 1, 2023
Do you now believe? January 25, 2023
Our Son January 18, 2023
Christmas, 2022 December 25, 2022
To You… December 14, 2022
Dreams November 16, 2022
Play November 2, 2022
Haunted House October 28, 2022
Unworthy October 3, 2022
Angels September 30, 2022
Smiles September 29, 2022
A New Widow September 14, 2022
Where is God? September 2, 2022
It Will Get Better… August 30, 2022
18 Months August 6, 2022
Imagine… July 30, 2022
Remember! April 8, 2022
Pain March 31, 2022
Today March 18, 2022
Winter March 12, 2022
It’s Been a While February 27, 2022
A Beautiful Snowy Morning February 2, 2022
Following January 31, 2022
Meandering January 28, 2022
One Year January 28, 2022
The Last Supper January 10, 2022
A New Year January 1, 2022
Emmanuel December 25, 2021
Solstice December 21, 2021
Anniversaries December 16, 2021
Then… Now… December 9, 2021
Ten Months December 1, 2021
Sea of Despair November 22, 2021
Darkness November 16, 2021
It’s Over. November 11, 2021
Communion November 7, 2021
Love November 6, 2021
Beyond the Veil November 6, 2021
Begging… November 2, 2021
Continuing… October 27, 2021
Grief that never ends, October 20, 2021
The Potter and The Clay October 14, 2021
Shame October 12, 2021
Protector of Widows October 11, 2021
Dreams do come true… October 7, 2021
Eight Months October 1, 2021
I’m Angry… September 20, 2021
The Great Attack September 19, 2021
The Forest September 18, 2021
Perfect September 16, 2021
Time Games September 14, 2021
Another day… September 10, 2021
The Parting of the Veil September 9, 2021
Quiet, Noisy House September 6, 2021
Independent September 5, 2021
Headlines September 1, 2021
Plateau – iv August 28, 2021
Plateau – iii August 28, 2021
Plateau – ii August 27, 2021
Plateau August 27, 2021
Who Am I August 23, 2021
Suffering August 23, 2021
Covid August 21, 2021
Seen August 20, 2021
Georgia August 16, 2021
Alone August 12, 2021
Mission August 7, 2021
Peace August 3, 2021
Six Months August 1, 2021
Today, July 29, 2021
Relaxed July 28, 2021
Lost July 26, 2021
Choosing July 24, 2021
Out of the mouths of babes… July 21, 2021
Randy July 20, 2021
Numb… July 19, 2021
Come… July 16, 2021
Loneliness July 13, 2021
Aging July 12, 2021
Seeing July 11, 2021
Busy July 9, 2021
Mission July 8, 2021
Marriage July 7, 2021
Love is a Wonder July 5, 2021
Acceptance July 4, 2021
Sustenance July 3, 2021
Alone July 2, 2021
Five Months, Today July 1, 2021
Good Job… June 22, 2021
Husband and Wife June 21, 2021
Lost Self June 17, 2021
LIVE! June 16, 2021
I’m tired… June 14, 2021
Another passing… June 13, 2021
Seeing God June 11, 2021
Angry Post June 10, 2021
Thank You… June 8, 2021
House or Home June 7, 2021
Fervently Praying… June 5, 2021
Okay June 4, 2021
Ugh… June 3, 2021
Goodbye, Hello May 31, 2021
Rejoice May 29, 2021
Promises May 26, 2021
Traveling May 25, 2021
Walk and Cry… May 23, 2021
Hope May 22, 2021
…and God made a helpmeet for Adam May 21, 2021
Missing… May 20, 2021
no words do justice… May 19, 2021
911 May 18, 2021
ugh… May 17, 2021
It’s the Season May 16, 2021
Guilt May 15, 2021
Basking In Joy May 15, 2021
JOY May 14, 2021
Comfort Food May 12, 2021
A Spark May 10, 2021
Trust May 10, 2021
Pain, again… May 8, 2021
Bright, Shining Stars May 7, 2021
Soulmate May 6, 2021
Fading We May 3, 2021
Memorial Reading April 29, 2021
Rest April 28, 2021
Love is … April 27, 2021
Numb April 26, 2021
Memorial Week Begins April 24, 2021
Celebration April 22, 2021
A Prayer April 21, 2021
Sunrise April 20, 2021
Hope From Fun April 17, 2021
Defeat April 17, 2021
Land of the Living April 16, 2021
PAIN April 15, 2021
Why? April 14, 2021
What do I do? April 12, 2021
10 Weeks April 11, 2021
Holy, Holy, Holy April 10, 2021
5:28am April 8, 2021
What am I clinging? April 7, 2021
Job speaks… April 6, 2021
He is Risen! April 4, 2021
Easter April 4, 2021
All hope is lost… April 2, 2021
Blessed Be His Name! April 2, 2021
Giving… April 1, 2021
Visits March 31, 2021
Connection March 30, 2021
There are just no words, March 29, 2021
Spring March 28, 2021
Passover March 26, 2021
“Yes” March 26, 2021
And now, March 25, 2021
Passing… March 24, 2021
Today… or now, rather, yesterday March 23, 2021
God with us… March 22, 2021
Blessed are they who mourn… March 21, 2021
The Survivor March 20, 2021

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