The more time passes from day to day, the more I accept that I’m lost.
When Randy was taken from earth, my being was left with a deep, agonizing loss.
Nine months have passed since that day, yet this loss continues to torment.
Begging for Randy’s return is not helping, but I so want him to return.
I am lost.
God, please reach me… protect me, Thou protector of widows.
Nepo: … when someone we love dies, we who love them are drawn to the other side. In fact, grief is how we straddle for a time between life and death, a time that can’t be measured in hours or days, a time in which the deeper truths come in like a wind through the breaks in our heart.
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Lord, wrap Your arms around Donna and hold her close to You until she feels Your love strengthen her to get through one more day. Help her to know You weep with those who weep, and You understand her deepest hurt.
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thank you, dearly…
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O Lord our Shepherd, guide Donna along the right paths toward healing; refresh her soul. Show this dear one the way through this dark valley of widowhood. Refresh her soul with your goodness and love. Amen.
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This is so dear, thank you♥️
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You are in my heart dear friend.
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That’s a beautiful quote by Nepo. I’m praying for you, Donna. 💗
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Always thinking of you Donna. The shock takes time, the reality is the worst but I know you will get through this but it’s not easy and takes a lot of time. You have however got this my friend x
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